Waking to sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace
Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is
Wrong with me!
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventalate.
Looking for hope somehow somewhere
And noone cares
I'm my own worst enemy
I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is
Wrong with me!
GOD!
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my...
Put me out of my fucking misery!
I've given up...
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say?
Take this all away
I'm suffocating!
Tell me what the fuck is
Wrong with me!
Should I have a taste of this
Start and crush your nails
And start all over again
Could this all just be a dream
If I should fall to stormy weather
Wake Me, Wake Me
yeah
Maybe this time I can do it all wrong
Without my foot in my mouth
Without that blind in my sight
Could this all just be a dream
If i should fall to stormy weather
Wake Me, Wake Me
yeah
2x
oh, oh
Too scared to lose the one
I tried so hard for
Too scared to lose the one
I never had
2x
Start and crush your nails
And start all over again
Could this all just be a dream
If I should fall to stormy weather
Wake Me, Wake Me
yeah
Maybe this time I can do it all wrong
Without my foot in my mouth
Without that blind in my sight
Could this all just be a dream
If i should fall to stormy weather
Wake Me, Wake Me
yeah
2x
oh, oh
Too scared to lose the one
I tried so hard for
Too scared to lose the one
I never had
2x
Memories consume like opening the wounds
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends...
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safe here in my room
Unless I try to start again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more than any time before
I have no options left again
I don't want to be the one the battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize that I'm the one confused
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
and this is how it ends...
I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream...
But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean...
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright...
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight
26/10/08
Sometimes I, need to remember just to breathe.
Sometimes I, need you to stay away from me.
Sometimes I, in disbelief I didn't know.
Somehow I, need you to go!
Don't stay,
forget our memories,
forget about civilities.
What you are changing me into.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay, forget our memories,
forget all possibilities.
Take all your thinglessness with you.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay.
Sometimes I, feel like I trusted you too well.
Sometimes I, feel just like screaming out myself.
Sometimes I, in disbelief I didn't know.
Somehow I, need to be alone.
Don't stay,
forget our memories,
forget about civilities.
What you are changing me into.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay, forget our memories,
forget all possibilities.
Take all your thinglessness with you.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay.
I don't need you, anymore,
don't want to be ignored I don't need one,
more day, I feel wasting me away,
I don't need you, anymore,
don't want to be ignored I don't need one,
more day, I feel wasting me away.
With all my body strength.
Don't stay,
forget our memories,
forget about civilities.
What you are changing me into.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay, forget our memories,
forget all possibilities.
Take all your thinglessness with you.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay.
Don't stay, stay, stay, stay
Don't stay.
Sometimes I, need you to stay away from me.
Sometimes I, in disbelief I didn't know.
Somehow I, need you to go!
Don't stay,
forget our memories,
forget about civilities.
What you are changing me into.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay, forget our memories,
forget all possibilities.
Take all your thinglessness with you.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay.
Sometimes I, feel like I trusted you too well.
Sometimes I, feel just like screaming out myself.
Sometimes I, in disbelief I didn't know.
Somehow I, need to be alone.
Don't stay,
forget our memories,
forget about civilities.
What you are changing me into.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay, forget our memories,
forget all possibilities.
Take all your thinglessness with you.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay.
I don't need you, anymore,
don't want to be ignored I don't need one,
more day, I feel wasting me away,
I don't need you, anymore,
don't want to be ignored I don't need one,
more day, I feel wasting me away.
With all my body strength.
Don't stay,
forget our memories,
forget about civilities.
What you are changing me into.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay, forget our memories,
forget all possibilities.
Take all your thinglessness with you.
Just give me myself back and don't
stay.
Don't stay, stay, stay, stay
Don't stay.
25/10/08
It's easier to run,
replacing this pain will solve things up.
It's all much easier to go,
then face all this pain here all alone.
Something has been taken,
from deep inside of me.
The secret I've kept locked away,
noone can ever see.
Things so deep they never show,
they never go away.
Like moving pictures in my head,
for years and years they've played.
If I could change I would,
to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, if I could,
take all the shame with a grave i would. If I could,
change I would to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, I would take all my shame to the grave.
It's easier to run,
replacing this pain will solve things up.
It's all much easier to go,
then face all this pain here all alone.
Sometimes I remember,
the darkness of my past.
Bringing back theese memories I wish I didn't have.
Sometimes I think of letting go,
and never looking back.
And never moving forward so,
there'd never be a past.
If I could change I would,
to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, if I could,
take all the shame with a grave i would. If I could,
change I would to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, I would take all my shame to the grave.
Just washing it aside on all other,
helplessness inside pretending.
I'm free in this place it's so much,
seperating changes.
It's easier to run,
replacing this pain will solve things up.
It's all much easier to go,
then face all this pain here all alone.
It's easier to run,
replacing this pain will solve things up.
It's all much easier to go,
then face all this pain here all alone.
If I could,
change I would to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made.
It's easier to run,
If I could,
change I would to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, I would take all my shame,,,
to the grave.
replacing this pain will solve things up.
It's all much easier to go,
then face all this pain here all alone.
Something has been taken,
from deep inside of me.
The secret I've kept locked away,
noone can ever see.
Things so deep they never show,
they never go away.
Like moving pictures in my head,
for years and years they've played.
If I could change I would,
to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, if I could,
take all the shame with a grave i would. If I could,
change I would to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, I would take all my shame to the grave.
It's easier to run,
replacing this pain will solve things up.
It's all much easier to go,
then face all this pain here all alone.
Sometimes I remember,
the darkness of my past.
Bringing back theese memories I wish I didn't have.
Sometimes I think of letting go,
and never looking back.
And never moving forward so,
there'd never be a past.
If I could change I would,
to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, if I could,
take all the shame with a grave i would. If I could,
change I would to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, I would take all my shame to the grave.
Just washing it aside on all other,
helplessness inside pretending.
I'm free in this place it's so much,
seperating changes.
It's easier to run,
replacing this pain will solve things up.
It's all much easier to go,
then face all this pain here all alone.
It's easier to run,
replacing this pain will solve things up.
It's all much easier to go,
then face all this pain here all alone.
If I could,
change I would to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made.
It's easier to run,
If I could,
change I would to get the pain I would,
to trace every wrong move that I made I would. If I could,
stand up and take the blame I would, I would take all my shame,,,
to the grave.
24/10/08
I am a little bit of loneliness, a little bit of disregard
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
That everybody can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cuz you don't understand I do what I can
Sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now, hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
Time won't tell
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
Handful of complaints but I can't help the fact
That everybody can see these scars
I am what I want you to want, what I want you to feel
But it's like no matter what I do, I can't convince you
To just believe this is real
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
Face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
I am, a little bit insecure, a little unconfident
Cuz you don't understand I do what I can
Sometimes I don't make sense
I am, what you never wanna say, but I've never had a doubt
It's like no matter what I do I can't convince you for once just to hear me out
So I, let go watching you turn your back like you always do
You face away and pretend that I'm not
But I'll be here cause you're all that I've got
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
Hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now, hear me out now
You're gonna listen to me like it or not
Right now
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
I can't feel the way I did before
Don't turn your back on me
I won't be ignored
Time won't heal this damage anymore
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
I can't feel
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
Time won't tell
Don't turn your back on me I won't be ignored
Nothing ever stops all these thoughts and the pain attached to them
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I could do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cause from the infinite words I could say
I put all the pain you gave to me on display
Didn't realize instead of setting it free
I took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away...
Never goes away...
And now, you've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you...
Hearing your name, the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew is they escaped the way I was committing myself to them and everyday
I regret saying those things, cuz now I see that
I took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away...
Never goes away...
And now, you've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you...
Never goes away...
Never goes away...
It never goes away...
It never goes away!
GET AWAY FROM ME!
Give me my space back, you gotta just...
GO!
Everything goes down to memories of...
YOU!
I've kept it in but I'm letting you...
KNOW!
I've let you go so...
GET AWAY FROM ME!
Give me my space back, you gotta just...
GO!
Everything goes down to memories of...
YOU!
I've kept it in but I'm letting you...
KNOW!
I've let you go...
And now, you've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you...
I've let myself become you...
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you...
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you...
Sometimes I wonder why this is happening
It's like nothing I could do would distract me when
I think of how I shot myself in the back again
Cause from the infinite words I could say
I put all the pain you gave to me on display
Didn't realize instead of setting it free
I took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away...
Never goes away...
And now, you've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you...
Hearing your name, the memories come back again
I remember when it started happening
I see you in every thought I had and then
The thoughts slowly found words attached to them
And I knew is they escaped the way I was committing myself to them and everyday
I regret saying those things, cuz now I see that
I took what I hated and made it a part of me
It never goes away...
Never goes away...
And now, you've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you...
Never goes away...
Never goes away...
It never goes away...
It never goes away!
GET AWAY FROM ME!
Give me my space back, you gotta just...
GO!
Everything goes down to memories of...
YOU!
I've kept it in but I'm letting you...
KNOW!
I've let you go so...
GET AWAY FROM ME!
Give me my space back, you gotta just...
GO!
Everything goes down to memories of...
YOU!
I've kept it in but I'm letting you...
KNOW!
I've let you go...
And now, you've become a part of me
You'll always be right here
You've become a part of me
You'll always be my fear
I can't separate
Myself from what I've done
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you...
I've let myself become you...
I've let myself become lost inside these thoughts of you...
Giving up a part of me
I've let myself become you...
22/10/08
I don't know who to trust, no surprise
Everyone it feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust, and the lies
Tryin not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the time and time between
And how I try and I put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Tryin not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the time and time between
And how I try and I put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you, you, you
Waste myself on you, you, you
I'll Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you, you, you
Everyone it feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts sift through dust, and the lies
Tryin not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the time and time between
And how I try and I put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Tension is building inside, steadily
Everyone feels so far away from me
Heavy thoughts forcing their way out of me
Tryin not to break but I'm so tired of this deceit
Everytime I try to make myself get back up on my feet
All I ever think about is this
All the time and time between
And how I try and I put my trust in you
Just takes so much out of me
Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
I won't waste myself on you, you, you
Waste myself on you, you, you
I'll Take everything from the inside
And throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you
Everything from the inside
And just throw it all away
Cause I swear for the last time
I won't trust myself with you, you, you
19/10/08
There are just too many times that people have tried to look inside of me
Wondering what I think of you well I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I've had too many standoffs with you it's about as much as I could stand
So I wait till the upper hand is mine
One minute you're up top
The next your not, I'll watch you drop
Making a rough start
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're up top
The next your not, missed your shot
Making a rough start
You think you won
And then it's all gone
So many people like me that put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on
There are so many things you say that make me feel you cross the line
What goes up will surely fall, and I am counting down the time
Cause I've had so many standoffs with you it's about as much as I could stand
So I waiting until the upper hand is mine
One minute you're up top
The next your not, I'll watch you drop
Making a rough start
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're up top
The next your not, missed your shot
Making a rough start
You think you won
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
Now it's all gone.
I know I'll never trust a single thing you say
You realize you divide us but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall...
One minute you're up top
The next your not, I'll watch you drop
Making a rough start
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're up top
The next your not, missed your shot
Making a rough start
You think you won
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
Now it's all Gone.
Wondering what I think of you well I protect you out of courtesy
Too many times that I've held on when I needed to push away
Afraid to say what was on my mind
Afraid to say what I need to say
Too many things that you've said about me when I'm not around
You think having the upper hand means you gotta keep putting me down
But I've had too many standoffs with you it's about as much as I could stand
So I wait till the upper hand is mine
One minute you're up top
The next your not, I'll watch you drop
Making a rough start
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're up top
The next your not, missed your shot
Making a rough start
You think you won
And then it's all gone
So many people like me that put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I'm not stepped on
There are so many things you say that make me feel you cross the line
What goes up will surely fall, and I am counting down the time
Cause I've had so many standoffs with you it's about as much as I could stand
So I waiting until the upper hand is mine
One minute you're up top
The next your not, I'll watch you drop
Making a rough start
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're up top
The next your not, missed your shot
Making a rough start
You think you won
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
Now it's all gone.
I know I'll never trust a single thing you say
You realize you divide us but you lied anyway
And all the lies have got you floating up above us all
But what goes up has got to fall...
One minute you're up top
The next your not, I'll watch you drop
Making a rough start
Just before you hit the floor
One minute you're up top
The next your not, missed your shot
Making a rough start
You think you won
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
And then it's all gone
Now it's all Gone.
When I pretend that everything is what I want it to be
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend to forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can
But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay
(I'm just lying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm lying away from you
(No, no turning back now)
I want to be closed inside so let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own cause I can't see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condesending talk of who I outta be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and I'm
(Trying to fill the truth)
The more I push some more I'm pullin away because
I'm lying away from you
(No, no turning back now)
I want to be closed inside so let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own cause I can't see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
(No turning back now
I want to be closed inside so let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own cause I can't see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend to forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can
But I can't pretend this is the way it'll stay
(I'm just lying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be
So I'm lying away from you
(No, no turning back now)
I want to be closed inside so let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own cause I can't see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me
I remember what they taught to me
Remember condesending talk of who I outta be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretended up a person who was fitting in
And now you think this person really is me and I'm
(Trying to fill the truth)
The more I push some more I'm pullin away because
I'm lying away from you
(No, no turning back now)
I want to be closed inside so let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own cause I can't see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you is me
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
This isn't what I wanted to be
I never thought that what I said
Would have you running from me, like this
(No turning back now
I want to be closed inside so let me go
(No, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather fight all alone
(No turning back now)
Anywhere on my own cause I can't see
(No, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you
The very worst part of you is me
18/10/08
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17/10/08
(Come, come, come, coming at you)
(Come, coming at you, come coming at you)
Yo, keep the style and the kid is checkin for it,
and the number one question is how could you ignore it.
We drop right back in the cud,
over basement trax with rap stack.
Got you back in the sup like rewind math,
we're just rolling with the rhytm.
Rise from the ashes and stylish the division
with theese non-stop lyrics of life living.
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven.
But in the meantime,
there are thoose,
who wanna talk this and that.
So I suppose,
that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt.
And get dirty with people spreading the dirt.
And go!
Try to give you warning,
but everyone ignores me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
Go to you so clearly,
but you don't want to hear me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
I got a heart full of pain,
head full of stress,
hand full of anger,
held in my chest.
And everything left's a waste of time,
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else's more.
I'm riding on the back of this pressure,
guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together.
Because all of this stress gave me something to ride on,
the pain gave me something I can set my socks on.
Never forget the blood, sweat and tears,
the uphill struggle over years, the fear in it.
Trashtalking and the people it was to,
and the people that started it just like you.
Try to give you warning,
but everyone ignores me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
Go to you so clearly,
but you don't want to hear me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
I got a heart full of pain,
head full of stress,
hand full of anger,
held in my chest.
Uphill struggle,
blood, sweat and tears.
Nothing to gain, everything to fear.
I got a heart full of pain,
head full of stress,
hand full of anger,
held in my chest.
Uphill struggle,
blood, sweat and tears.
Nothing to gain,
everything to fear.
(Heartfull of pain, Heartfull of pain, Heartfull of pain)
Try to give you warning,
but everyone ignores me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
Go to you so clearly,
but you don't want to hear me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
I got a heart full of pain,
head full of stress.
Nobody's listening.
hand full of anger,
held in my chest.
Nobody's listening.
Uphill struggle,
blood, sweat and tears.
Nobody's listening.
Nothing to gain,
everything to fear.
Nobody's listening.
(Come, come, come, come, coming at you)
(Come, coming, coming, come, coming at you)
(Come, coming, come, come, come,coming at you)
(Come, come, come, coming at you from every side)
(Come, coming at you, come coming at you)
Yo, keep the style and the kid is checkin for it,
and the number one question is how could you ignore it.
We drop right back in the cud,
over basement trax with rap stack.
Got you back in the sup like rewind math,
we're just rolling with the rhytm.
Rise from the ashes and stylish the division
with theese non-stop lyrics of life living.
Not to be forgotten but still unforgiven.
But in the meantime,
there are thoose,
who wanna talk this and that.
So I suppose,
that it gets to a point where feelings gotta get hurt.
And get dirty with people spreading the dirt.
And go!
Try to give you warning,
but everyone ignores me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
Go to you so clearly,
but you don't want to hear me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
I got a heart full of pain,
head full of stress,
hand full of anger,
held in my chest.
And everything left's a waste of time,
I hate my rhymes, but hate everyone else's more.
I'm riding on the back of this pressure,
guessing that it's better I can't keep myself together.
Because all of this stress gave me something to ride on,
the pain gave me something I can set my socks on.
Never forget the blood, sweat and tears,
the uphill struggle over years, the fear in it.
Trashtalking and the people it was to,
and the people that started it just like you.
Try to give you warning,
but everyone ignores me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
Go to you so clearly,
but you don't want to hear me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
I got a heart full of pain,
head full of stress,
hand full of anger,
held in my chest.
Uphill struggle,
blood, sweat and tears.
Nothing to gain, everything to fear.
I got a heart full of pain,
head full of stress,
hand full of anger,
held in my chest.
Uphill struggle,
blood, sweat and tears.
Nothing to gain,
everything to fear.
(Heartfull of pain, Heartfull of pain, Heartfull of pain)
Try to give you warning,
but everyone ignores me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
Go to you so clearly,
but you don't want to hear me.
Told you everything loud and clear,
but nobody's listening.
I got a heart full of pain,
head full of stress.
Nobody's listening.
hand full of anger,
held in my chest.
Nobody's listening.
Uphill struggle,
blood, sweat and tears.
Nobody's listening.
Nothing to gain,
everything to fear.
Nobody's listening.
(Come, come, come, come, coming at you)
(Come, coming, coming, come, coming at you)
(Come, coming, come, come, come,coming at you)
(Come, come, come, coming at you from every side)
16/10/08
I'm tired of being what you want me to be,
feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me,
put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes.
(caught in the undertown, just caught in the undertown).
Every step I take is another mistake to you.
(caught in the undertown, just caught in the undertown).
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do.
Is be more like me, and be less like you.
Can't you see that you're smothering me,
holding too tightly, afraid to lose control.
Cause everything that you thought I would be,
has fallen apart, right in front of you.
(caught in the undertown, just caught in the undertown).
Every step that I takE is another mistake to you.
(caught in the undertown, just caught in the undertown).
And every second I waste is more than I can take.
I become so numb, I can'T feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more awaRe.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do.
Is be more like me, and be less like you.
BUT I know,
I may end up failing too.
But I know,
you were just like me,
with someone dissapointed in you.
I become so numb, I can feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more awaRe.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do.
Is be more like me, and be less like you.
I become so numb, I can feel you there,
i'M TIRED OF BEING what you want me to be.
I become so numb, I can feel you there,
I'm tired of be what you want me to be.
feeling so faithless, lost under the surface
Don't know what you're expecting of me,
put under the pressure, of walking in your shoes.
(caught in the undertown, just caught in the undertown).
Every step I take is another mistake to you.
(caught in the undertown, just caught in the undertown).
I've become so numb, I can't feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more aware.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do.
Is be more like me, and be less like you.
Can't you see that you're smothering me,
holding too tightly, afraid to lose control.
Cause everything that you thought I would be,
has fallen apart, right in front of you.
(caught in the undertown, just caught in the undertown).
Every step that I takE is another mistake to you.
(caught in the undertown, just caught in the undertown).
And every second I waste is more than I can take.
I become so numb, I can'T feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more awaRe.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do.
Is be more like me, and be less like you.
BUT I know,
I may end up failing too.
But I know,
you were just like me,
with someone dissapointed in you.
I become so numb, I can feel you there,
Become so tired, so much more awaRe.
I'm becoming this, all I want to do.
Is be more like me, and be less like you.
I become so numb, I can feel you there,
i'M TIRED OF BEING what you want me to be.
I become so numb, I can feel you there,
I'm tired of be what you want me to be.
had nothing to say.
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me.
(I was confused.)
And I live it all out to find, but I'm not the only person with these things in mind.
(Inside of me.)
But all that they can see the words revealed.
Is the only real thing that i got left to feel.
(Nothing to lose.)
Just stuck, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say. I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face.
(I was confused.)
Look at everywhere only to find.
It is not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
(So what am I.)
What do I have but negativity.
Cuz I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me.
(Nothing to lose.)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own.
Cuz I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed.
I will never be anything til' I break away from me.
I will break away. I'll find myself today.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, Like I'm somewhere Somewhere I belong...
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, Like I'm somewhere Somewhere I belong...
Somewhere I belong...
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me.
(I was confused.)
And I live it all out to find, but I'm not the only person with these things in mind.
(Inside of me.)
But all that they can see the words revealed.
Is the only real thing that i got left to feel.
(Nothing to lose.)
Just stuck, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
And I've got nothing to say. I can't believe I didn't fall right down on my face.
(I was confused.)
Look at everywhere only to find.
It is not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
(So what am I.)
What do I have but negativity.
Cuz I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me.
(Nothing to lose.)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone.
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own.
Cuz I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed.
I will never be anything til' I break away from me.
I will break away. I'll find myself today.
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, What I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
Erase all the pain til' it's gone
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, Like I'm somewhere Somewhere I belong...
I wanna heal, I wanna feel, Like I'm somewhere Somewhere I belong...
Somewhere I belong...
15/10/08
I woke up in a dream today
To the cold of the static
and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant and I can't bring you back
It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You now I see keeping everything inside
You now I see even when I close my eyes
I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant and I can't bring you back
no
No matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
With you
To the cold of the static
and put my cold feet on the floor
Forgot all about yesterday
Remembering I'm pretending to be where I'm not anymore
A little taste of hypocrisy
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're so close to me
You're still so distant and I can't bring you back
It's true the way I feel
Was promised by your face
The sound of your voice
Painted on my memories
Even if you're not with me
I'm with you
You now I see keeping everything inside
You now I see even when I close my eyes
I hit you and you hit me back
We fall to the floor the rest of the day stands still
Fine line between this and that
When things go wrong I pretend the past isn't real
Now I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
Even though you're close to me
You're still so distant and I can't bring you back
no
No matter how far we've come
I can't wait to see tomorrow
With you
14/10/08
Graffiti decorations
Underneath a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
[They point the finger at me again]
Guilty by association
[You point the finger at me again]
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
[They point the finger at me again]
Guilty by association
[You point the finger at me again]
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(Gonna runaway x4)
Gonna run away and never wonder why
(Gonna runaway x4)
I'm gonna run away and open up my mind
(Gonna runaway x8)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
And open up my mind
Underneath a sky of dust
A constant wave of tension
On top of broken trust
The lessons that you taught me
I learn were never true
Now I find myself in question
[They point the finger at me again]
Guilty by association
[You point the finger at me again]
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
Paper bags and angry voices
Under a sky of dust
Another wave of tension
Has more than filled me up
All my talk of taking action
These words were never true
Now I find myself in question
[They point the finger at me again]
Guilty by association
[You point the finger at me again]
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
I'm gonna run away and never say goodbye
(Gonna runaway x4)
Gonna run away and never wonder why
(Gonna runaway x4)
I'm gonna run away and open up my mind
(Gonna runaway x8)
I wanna run away
Never say goodbye
I wanna know the truth
Instead of wondering why
I wanna know the answers
No more lies
I wanna shut the door
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
And open up my mind
I wanna run away
And open up my mind
12/10/08
I've lied to you
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
Pre chorus:
(Everything falls apart,
even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, y
ou'll soon find we're out of time left
to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Pre chorus
Chorus (2x)
We’re all out of time,
this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We’re all out of time,
this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing
Chorus (2x)
Pushes me away…(2x)
The same way that I always do
This is the last smile
That I'll fake for the sake of being with you
Pre chorus:
(Everything falls apart,
even the people who never frown eventually break down)
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
(Everything has to end, y
ou'll soon find we're out of time left
to watch it all unwind)
The sacrifice is never knowing
Why I never walked away
Why I played myself this way
Now I see your testing me pushes me away
I've tried like you
To do everything you wanted too
This is the last time
I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you
Pre chorus
Chorus (2x)
We’re all out of time,
this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice of hiding in a lie
We’re all out of time,
this is how we find how it all unwinds
The sacrifice is never knowing
Chorus (2x)
Pushes me away…(2x)
Forfeit the game
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your namein shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last
You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life
My pride is broken
You love the things I say I'll do
The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken
You like to think you're never wrong
You want to act like you're someone
You want someone to hurt like you
You want to share what you've been though
You live what you learn
Before somebody else
Takes you out of the frame
Puts your namein shame
Cover up your face
You can't run the race
The pace is too fast
You just won't last
You love the way I look at you
While taking pleasure in the awful things you put me through
You take away if I give in
My life
My pride is broken
You love the things I say I'll do
The way I'll hurt myself again just to get back at you
You take away when I give in
My life
My pride is broken
You like to think you're never wrong
You want to act like you're someone
You want someone to hurt like you
You want to share what you've been though
You live what you learn
Why does it feel like night today?
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
[And watches everything]
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
right underneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I've got a face in me
points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
[And watches everything]
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
right inside your skin
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
Something in here's not right today.
Why am I so uptight today?
Paranoia's all I got left
I don't know what stressed me first
Or how the pressure was fed but
I know just what it feels like
To have a voice in the back of my head
It's like a face that I hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time I lie
A face that laughs every time I fall
[And watches everything]
So I know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is hearing me
right underneath my skin
It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin
I know I've got a face in me
points out all my mistakes to me
You've got a face on the inside too and
Your paranoia's probably worse
I don't know what set me off first
but I know what I can't stand
Everybody acts like the fact of the matter is
I can't add up to what you can but
Everybody has a face that they hold inside
A face that awakes when I close my eyes
A face watches every time they lie
A face that laughs every time they fall
[And watches everything]
So you know that when it's time to sink or swim
That the face inside is watching you too
right inside your skin
The sun goes down
I feel the light betray me
I cannot take this anymore
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Break break break break break
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up shut up
I’m about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Break break break break break break
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up shut up
I’m about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I'm saying everything I've said before
All these words they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Less I hear the less you'll say
But you'll find that out anyway
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I find the answers aren't so clear
Wish I could find a way to disappear
All these thoughts they make no sense
I find bliss in ignorance
Nothing seems to go away
Over and over again
Just like before...
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Break break break break break
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up shut up
I’m about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Break break break break break break
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up
shut up when I'm talking to you
shut up shut up shut up shut up
I’m about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
Everything you say to me
Takes me one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
I need a little room to breathe
Cause I'm one step closer to the edge
And I'm about to break
10/10/08
It starts with
One thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on
But didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me
Will eventually
Be a memory
Of a time when
(CORO)
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing
I don't know why
it doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
I acted like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
I kept everything inside and even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me
Will eventually
Be a memory
Of a time when I
(CORO)
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know...
(CORO)
One thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on
But didn't even know
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me
Will eventually
Be a memory
Of a time when
(CORO)
I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
to lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
One thing
I don't know why
it doesn’t even matter how hard you try
Keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
I acted like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised
It got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldn't even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me
In the end
I kept everything inside and even though I tried
It all fell apart
What it meant to me
Will eventually
Be a memory
Of a time when I
(CORO)
I put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know...
(CORO)
From the top to the bottom
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care
There's a place so dark you can't see the end
[Skies cock back] and shock that which can't defend
The rain then sends dripping an acidic question
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes tightly shut
looking thought the rust and rot and dust
A spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again
In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Moving all around screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps past the
Street lamps, chain-link and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats
On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I'm telling you that
I see it right through you
Bottom to top I stop
At the core I've forgotten
In the middle of my thoughts
Taken far from my safety
The picture is there
The memory won't escape me
But why should I care
There's a place so dark you can't see the end
[Skies cock back] and shock that which can't defend
The rain then sends dripping an acidic question
Forcefully, the power of suggestion
Then with the eyes tightly shut
looking thought the rust and rot and dust
A spot of light floods the floor
And pours over the rusted world of pretend
The eyes ease open and its dark again
In the memory you'll find me
Eyes burning up
The darkness holding me tightly
Until the sun rises up
Moving all around screaming of the ups and downs
Pollution manifested in perpetual sound
The wheels go round and the sunset creeps past the
Street lamps, chain-link and concrete
A little piece of paper with a picture drawn floats
On down the street till the wind is gone
The memory now is like the picture was then
When the paper's crumpled up it can't be perfect again
Now you got me caught in the act
You bring the thought back
I'm telling you that
I see it right through you
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling what I can´t seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much preassure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what's is real
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling what I can´t seem
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much preassure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
discomfort, endlessly has pulled itself upon me
distracting/reacting
against my will I stand beside my own reflection
it's haunting how I can't seem...
to find myself again
my walls are closing in
(without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take)
I've felt this way before
so insecure
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
crawling in my skin
these wounds they will not heal
fear is how I fall
confusing what is real
there's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
consuming/confusing
this lack of self-control I fear is never ending
controlling/confusing what's is real
What do I do to ignore them behind me?
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when
I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but
I'm lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]
[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
chorus:
I can't hold on
To what I want when
I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me 'til everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
[by myself]
How do you think I've lost so much
I'm so afraid I'm out of touch
How do you expect
I will know what to do
When all I know is what you tell me to
Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside
Do I follow my instincts blindly?
Do I hide my pride from these bad dreams
And give in to sad thoughts that are maddening?
Do I sit here and try to stand it?
Or do I try to catch them red-handed?
Do I trust some and get fooled by phoniness,
Or do I trust nobody and live in loneliness?
Because I can't hold on when
I'm stretched so thin
I make the right moves but
I'm lost within
I put on my daily façade but then
I just end up getting hurt again
By myself [myself]
[x2]
I ask why, but in my mind
I find I can’t rely on myself
chorus:
I can't hold on
To what I want when
I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in
If I turn my back I'm defenseless
And to go blindly seems senseless
If I hide my pride and let it all go on
Then they'll take from me 'til everything is gone
If I let them go I'll be outdone
But if I try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I'm killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be buried in the silence of the answer
[by myself]
How do you think I've lost so much
I'm so afraid I'm out of touch
How do you expect
I will know what to do
When all I know is what you tell me to
Don't you know I can't tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do, how hard I try
I can't seem to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside
I watch how the
Moon sits in the sky in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give life to the moon to assuming
The moon's going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
Favors and then rapidly
You just turn around and start asking me about
Things you want back from me
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like
I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I'll be just like you and
Step on people like you do and run away
The people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong U
sed to be generous but you should've known
That you'd wear out your welcome
Now you see
How quiet it is all alone
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest You try to take the best of me Go away
Moon sits in the sky in the dark night
Shining with the light from the sun
The sun doesn't give life to the moon to assuming
The moon's going to owe it one
It makes me think of how you act to me
Favors and then rapidly
You just turn around and start asking me about
Things you want back from me
I'm sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like
I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I want to be in another place
I hate when you say you don’t understand
(You’ll see it's not meant to be)
I want to be in the energy, not with the enemy
A place for my head
Maybe someday I'll be just like you and
Step on people like you do and run away
The people I thought I knew
I remember back then who you were
You used to be calm, used to be strong U
sed to be generous but you should've known
That you'd wear out your welcome
Now you see
How quiet it is all alone
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest
I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger
Sick of you acting like I owe you this
Find another place to feed your greed
While I find a place to rest You try to take the best of me Go away
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